it was a usual day, I got up late coz I was working on my project till 2 am so I just slept 3 or 4 hrs. I knew that I have to be at the train station 'which I dont know where' before 9:25 am or I will miss. I took the bus to the city and then I remembered that I didnt take my book?!!!! the little stupid most valuable note book with all the addresses and phones... thats just waaaaaaaaw... but I have to keep cool and think how to catch the train.
it was 9:10 and am just getting off the bus with a depressing peice of information, my station is not where its suppose to be ' coz I thought its just beside the big bus station ;(' no its in the other side of the canal. so I grap a taxi and told him to head to train station as fast as he can. it was 9:25, am in the station with no ticket and dont where ppl get the ticket and I dont know where is my train???
after what seemed like end-less time of searching I found the information desk, I asked the man behind the desk abt my train and he said it already left and I have to wait one long hr before the next, did I say one hr?! actually 2 hrs =). he suggested taking the bus so I asked him if the bus gose to this town and he said, I should take a taxi from there and the next bus is leaving in 30 mins!!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaw again I have to go to the other side of the canal with all the busy traffic in morning. he pointed me to the taxi area ' and do u know what was there? the ticket desk!!' anyway I took a taxi again and arrived just less than 5 mins before the bus leave and the place was crowded. alot of ppl were standing to get a ticket even infront of the machine! what a day!!
I went to the information desk and ask them where is the bus going to that no-where town. I went to the bus driver and ask him if I can pay for the ticket in bus and he siad no and freaked out so said to him plz dont leave without and he shouted back at me just go get the ticket..hurry and looked bk at him one more time before running with all those ppl infront of the machine waiting for my turn...and finally I got it and runned bk to bus, gave him the ticket and he promised me to annouce it when we reach the no-where town.
the minute I sat on the bus and start again thinking abt my situation I dont know where am suppose to be what am gonna do, and this whole morning was messed up. so I send msg to the only person I thought of, I just wanted some1 to hear me, so I txt my best friend.
my tears started coming down with each word I wrote I just needed her to be with me. sometimes when u are at the edge u just want the ppl u care abt most be with u.
she called me and ask how she can help. she tried her best to look for the place on line but she couldnt. then I felt bad coz I made her worried so I told her I will try and ask some1 else.
I had some 1 number but I just didnt feel right to txt some1 u dont talk to in the class it just felt bad like am using him and I hate using ppl.
I did at the end and he replyed with the full detail and I send him a thank u msg. the next step is to know how to go from this town to the next. saving u all the description of this small no where town, I arrived at the clinic and smily nice secretary show to the room where the other students where setting and they met me with a huge smile!! what ever...I dont wanna be rude so I talked to them nicely.
after a while the other students arrived and the women asked us to move to another room where the doctor will be with us shortly. almost 5 mins and the women bk again, she said that the mesterious doctor asked her to show us how their system work which is the magic box ' the computer!!!!' they dont have files anymore and she was happy like a kid with candy. ok...in uae we have this system every where ...where am I!!!!??? in no where !!!!
then she said ' plz wait her am gonna call the doctor', ok some1 should!! after 15 mins waiting and no sight of any piece of the doc. all the student start talking trying to break the ice and time, I joined a little with no interest.
the women came again and said the doctor is going to take few of us to a meeting and the rest can go around till the meeting end. I was one of the student who went to the stupid unnecessary meeting which smell of chicken curry. and after one painful hr the meeting ended, ah in case u where wondering what the meeting was all abt, it was abt nothing and at the end one them turn to me and gave chines hey type ' with the hands togther and bowing thing' it was stupid and funny.
after all the painful wasting of time we had what we really came for, the video session, traa =), and it was ......
what do u think?!!!
disaster... the most useless teaching class I ever had... I got nothing out of it except one thing maybe .... I have a weird voice?!!! never thought abt it
any way I saving u all the mesery, I went bk home and then I have another meeting in less than 1 hr and I didnt eat anything since I went out from home. I was tired and felt lonely and angery. I burried my face in a big pillow and start crying while waiting for the pizza to be ready. I just needed a break. am totaly exhausted. so I pulled my self up w went for w9'oo2 and prayed. after I totally managed to stop crying, I put gloss, k7l and start dressing in sporty way and put my trainer on. then I ate my pizza with potato chips and bk to the road again.
when I arrived at the library it was another story ;p... which I might tell u later coz am tired now , bt I learned even if the days went really black Allah is always there for us to help us deal with the daily stress and putting a meaning to our life.
am happy its all done now =)
sweet dreamz
